March 21, 2009

Impatience

sumpah 4 bulan rasanya lama betul. ngga kuat gua ngadepin ini semua. pengen cepet-cepet 4 bulan kemudian. sumpah. pengen banget. ngga sabar. ngga kuat. bener-bener ngga kuat nahan semua perasaan ini.

setiap pengen dikeluarin selalu ngga bisa.
ngga bisa marah? gua akuin iya.
ngga bisa negur? iya.
ngga bisa ngomongin baik-baik? sepertinya begitu.
terus, berarti ngga bisa apa-apa? kayaknya sih iya.
kalo ngga bisa apa-apa, ngapain kayak gini?????

makan ati, IYA
kesel, IYA
capek, IYA
capek ati
capek pikiran
capek otak
capek fisik
capek batin
capek nurani
capek..
tired..
YESS I'M REALLY TIRED OF THESE SILLY STUFF!

I CAN'T HANDLE IT FOR MORE. I'M SICK OF THESE. I HATE BECOME THIS.
who want me to become this? you
who choose me to be this? you
it was your mistakes. not me. we've been wrong from the beginning. that's why, we will always wrong and never gonna be right.
kecuali, kalo lo mencoba untuk peduli, mau tau dan belajar mencoba merasakan apa yg gua rasakan.
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6 comments:

  1. thecuplanderMarch 23, 2009 7:55 PM

    sabar ya ndaah heheh :D

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  2. Nadia HanintasariMarch 24, 2009 1:44 AM

    siapa sih Ndah? blog lo sering ngomongin masalah ini ya. mantan lo?

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  3. @aindahfMarch 25, 2009 7:16 PM

    udah sabaaaaaaaaaar banget gua ci wahahahaha. emang kegep banget yak tulisan gua ini? padahal kan implisit (apa eksplisit yak?) hahahaha

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  4. @aindahfMarch 25, 2009 7:19 PM

    ada deeeh hahahaha. buset mantan yg mana? hahahaha ngga kok

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  5. thecuplanderMarch 28, 2009 1:15 AM

    hahahahah iya gua ngerti kok ndaaaah. sabar dan tawakal aja ya ndah, jakarta emang keras kok hahaha, tapi lo ga marah ke gue kaan

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  6. @aindahfMarch 29, 2009 9:04 AM

    kagak kok ci. tapi kesel iya. hahaha. ngga kok.
    jakarta memang keras aci haha

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